love/hate

Love: coke zero. coffee. tea. coffee cups. strange buttons. diy fashion. shutterbugging. my (not computer) keyboard. music. mythology from any culture. long fingernails. my unruly hair. shoes. eyeliner. long baths. sex. free cds from work. herbal essences shampoo. aromatherapy. camel 9s (the pink ones). someone else's boyfriend. someone else's girlfriend. someone else's child. flavored lip balm. manicures. harajuku lovers. lamb. vivienne westwood. speaking french. being anywhere but here. life.

Hate: people. school. work. bad music. loving someone else's boyfriend. loving someone else's girlfriend. when someone else's child screams because she's three and she can get away with it (I'm jealous that I can't). being too short. being told I'm too thin (it's natural, really, and I'm short...). when people cook more than I can eat. ex boyfriends who still manage to run my life. running from my past. running from my future. being... here. complications. ...life.